Read to feel.

Feel to read.

Read. Reading matters. Read slowly. Read to feel. Feel to read. It all begins with reading your own breath. How are you reading your own body? Learn to read beyond the printed word. Read to connect what portals you to other ways of knowing. The act of reading, beyond what you touch and see, transforms creatively worlds with possibilities.  Clelia O. Rodriguez

Reading Series

September 2024

Shauna Landsberg

Shauna Landsberg

Reading Work Series - August 2024

Author: @PassTheCheesee https://x.com/PassTheCheesee

1. Sonya Massey - "I rebuke you in the name of Jesus."

2. George Floyd - "I can't breathe."

3. Eric Garner - "I can't breathe."

4. Michael Brown - "I don't have a gun. Stop shooting."

5. Philando Castile - "I wasn't reaching for it."

6. Breonna Taylor - "Why did you shoot me?"

7. Freddie Gray - "I need a doctor."

8. Tamir Rice - "It's not real."

9. Oscar Grant - "You shot me! I got a four-year-old daughter!"

10. Laquan McDonald - No audible last words; shot while walking away.

11. Elijah McClain - "I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I can't breathe. I'm just different. I'm just different, that's all. I'm so sorry. I have no gun. I don't do that stuff. I don't do any fighting. Why are you attacking me?"

12. Alton Sterling - "What did I do?"

13. Walter Scott - "I’m just going home."

14. Botham Jean - "Why did you shoot me?"

15. Stephon Clark - "Grandma, call the police."

16. Atatiana Jefferson - "I’m here."

17. Sandra Bland - "Why am I being apprehended?"

18. Tony McDade - "I'm not armed."

19. Daniel Prude - "Give me your gun, I need it."

20. John Crawford III - "It's not real."

21. Manuel Ellis - "I can't breathe, sir."

22. Amadou Diallo - "Mom, I'm going to college."

23. Aiyana Stanley-Jones - No audible last words; shot while sleeping.

24. Terrence Crutcher - "I'm not doing anything."

25. Sean Bell - No audible last words; shot multiple times.

26. Jonathan Ferrell - No audible last words; shot while seeking help after a car crash.

27. Ezell Ford - "It's me, it’s me."

28. John Crawford III - "It's not real."

29. Renisha McBride - No audible last words; shot while seeking help after a car accident.

30. Kenneth Chamberlain Sr. - "Why are you doing this to me?"

31. Tamir Rice - "It's not real."

32. Eric Harris - "I'm losing my breath."

33. Jamar Clark - "Please don’t let me die."

34. Rayshard Brooks - "I don't want to hurt you."

35. Alfred Olango - "Please don’t shoot."

36. Shantel Davis - "What did I do?"

37. Kendra James - "Please don’t kill me."

38. Akai Gurley - No audible last words; shot in a dark stairwell.

39. Miriam Carey - No audible last words; shot in her car.

40. Timothy Russell - No audible last words; shot during a car chase.

41. Malissa Williams - No audible last words; shot during a car chase.

42. Jordan Edwards - No audible last words; shot while leaving a party.

43. Yvette Smith - "I'm coming out."

44. Jordan Davis - No audible last words; shot at a gas station.

45. Victor White III - No audible last words; died in police custody.

46. Dontre Hamilton - No audible last words; shot in a park.

47. Eric Reason - No audible last words; shot during a dispute.

48. Emantic "EJ" Bradford Jr. - No audible last words; shot in a mall.

49. Oscar Grant - "You shot me! I got a four-year-old daughter!"

50. Clinton Allen - No audible last words; shot during an encounter.

51. Ronnell Foster - No audible last words; shot during a foot chase.

52. Tony Robinson - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

53. Charly Keunang - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

54. Samuel DuBose - "I didn’t even do nothing."

55. Quintonio LeGrier - "I’m sorry."

56. Bettie Jones - "I've been shot."

57. India Kager - No audible last words; shot in a car.

58. Keith Lamont Scott - "Don't shoot him. He has no weapon."

59. Jordan Baker - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation.

60. Christian Taylor - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation.

61. Michael Dean - No audible last words; shot during a traffic stop.

62. Rumain Brisbon - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

63. Gregory Gunn - No audible last words; shot during an encounter.

64. Yuvette Henderson - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation.

65. David Joseph - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation.

66. Calvin Reid - No audible last words; died in police custody.

67. Antonio Zambrano-Montes - No audible last words; shot during an encounter. 68. Zachary Hammond - "Why did you shoot me?"

69. Anthony Hill - No audible last words; shot while naked and unarmed.

70. Saheed Vassell - No audible last words; shot while holding a metal pipe.

71. Willie McCoy - No audible last words; shot while sleeping in a car.

72. Robert White - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

73. Micheal Lorenzo Dean - No audible last words; shot during a traffic stop.

74. Monique Tillman - "I didn’t do anything wrong."

75. Randy Evans - No audible last words; died in police custody.

76. Vernell Bing Jr. - No audible last words; shot during a car chase.

77. Cameron Massey - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

78. DeAndre Ballard - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation.

79. Maurice Gordon - "Can you let me out?"

80. Rayshard Brooks - "I don’t want to hurt you."

81. Pierre Loury - No audible last words; shot during a foot chase.

82. Deborah Danner - "I’m not feeling well." 83. Jason Harrison - "I’m sick."

84. Corey Jones - "Hold on, wait!"

85. Keith Childress - "Don't shoot."

86. Justine Damond - No audible last words; shot after calling 911.

87. Amilcar Perez-Lopez - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

88. Mario Woods - "I'm not going to shoot you."

89. William Chapman II - "Don’t shoot me."

90. Chad Robertson - No audible last words; shot while running away.

91. Charlie Willie Kunzelman - No audible last words; shot during a confrontation. 92. Terrence Sterling - No audible last words; shot during a traffic stop.

93. Sylville Smith - "Why are you harassing me?"

94. Bruce Kelley Jr. - No audible last words; shot during an altercation.

95. Korryn Gaines - No audible last words; shot during a standoff.

96. Maurice Granton Jr. - No audible last words; shot during a foot chase.

97. Paul O'Neal - No audible last words; shot during a car chase.

98. Antwon Rose II - "Why are they shooting?"

99. Patrick Harmon - "I’ll go with you."

100. Aaron Bailey - "Why did you shoot me?"

101. Miles Hall - "No! Don't do it!"

Reading Work Series - July 2024

  • 8th Fire: Indigenous in the City, Keith A. Crawford

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELUs4pM_xUY

  • “IF I MUST DIE” 

    BY REFAAT ALAREER

    If I must die, 

    you must live 

    to tell my story 

    to sell my things 

    to buy a piece of cloth 

    and some strings, 

    (make it white with a long tail) 

    so that a child, somewhere in Gaza 

    while looking heaven in the eye 

    awaiting his dad who left in a blaze— 

    and bid no one farewell 

    not even to his flesh 

    not even to himself— 

    sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up above 

    and thinks for a moment an angel is there 

    bringing back love 

    If I must die 

    let it bring hope 

    let it be a tale


    فال بد أن تعيش أنت 

    رفعت العرعير

    إذا كان لا بد أن أموت 

    فال بد أن تعيش أنت 

    لتروي حكايتي

    لتبيع أشيائي

    وتشتري قطعة قماش 

    وخيوطا

    (فلتكن بيضاء وبذيل طويل) 

    كي يبصر طفل في مكان ما من ّغّزة 

    وهو يح ّّدق في السماء 

    منتظرًاً أباه الذي رحل فجأة 

    دون أن يودع أحدًاً 

    وال حتى لحمه 

    أو ذاته

    يبصر الطائرة الورقّية 

    طائرتي الورقية التي صنعَتها أنت

    تحّلق في الأعالي 

    ويظ ّّن للحظة أن هناك مالكًاً 

    يعيد الحب

    إذا كان لا بد أن أموت 

    فليأ ِِت موتي باألمل 

    فليصبح حكاية

    ترجمة سنان أنطون 

  • Episode 11: Settler Colonialism, Race, and the Law
    The Race and Rights Podcast

    Racialized disparities continue to persist in the United States and are unlikely to be effectively alleviated by the Constitution's guarantee of equal protection. A recent book provides a functional analysis linking disparate forms of oppression and makes the case that structural racism will be more effectively dismantled by contesting ongoing settler colonization and supporting the right of all peoples to self-determination.

    Listen on Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-race-and-rights-podcast/id1731260119?i=1000660871487

  • Those bones are not my child

    Bambara, Toni Cade.

    New York : Pantheon Books; c1999

    1st ed.

  • My name is Karthik and I call Canada home. My parents, Pushparany Vigneswaran and Vigneswaran Ganesh, left their home in Sri Lanka because of the war waged against our Tamil identity. I learned how to write Tamil in Canada with pencil and paper, whereas my parents learned it by running their fingers through soil. Coming from an ancestral lineage of farmers, my parents and ancestors all recognized themselves with the Land that gives us life. The Land we live among and get everything from, including our identity. My father often told me that we were 'mun-neram' which in English translates to coloured soil because of the dark stink we have.

    Finish reading it here —- > https://www.infoagepub.com/products/Who-Are-You-Without-Colonialism

    Vigneswaran, Karthik. Uprooting the Colonial Seed. In Who Are You Without Colonialism?: Pedagogies of Liberation edited by Clelia O. Rodriguez and Josephine Gabi, IAP, 2023.

  • What would Fanon say about the ongoing genocide in Palestine?

    Frantz Fanon’s dynamic and revolutionary thinking, always centered on creation, movement and becoming, remains utterly prophetic, vivid, inspiring, analytically sharp and morally committed to disalienation and emancipation from all forms of oppression. Fanon strongly and compellingly argued for a path to a future where humanity “advances a step further” and breaks away from the world of colonialism and the mold of European “universalism”. He represented the maturing of the anti-colonial consciousness and was a decolonial thinker par excellence. As a true embodiment of l’intellectuel engagé, he transformed the debates on race, colonialism, imperialism, otherness, and what it means for one human being to oppress another. 

    Finish reading it here:

    https://africasacountry.com/2024/06/the-psychology-of-oppression-and-liberation?s=08

  • What a failed racial equity program tells us about the pitfalls of race targeting.

    In 2021, the Biden administration approved a $10.4 billion COVID-19 relief package for American farmers, a group that had been hit hard by snarled supply chains and plummeting crop and livestock prices. But as part of the administration’s commitment to racial equity, nearly half of the funding was reserved exclusively for debt relief for “socially disadvantaged” farmers, or those belonging to groups that have been subject to racial or ethnic prejudice.

    Though federal aid for socially disadvantaged farmers and ranchers had been available since the 1990s, it had often been scant or difficult to access. In the wake of the racial justice protests of 2020, a group of Democratic senators renewed the call to rectify “historical discrimination and disparities in the agriculture sector.” Black farmers in particular, advocates noted, had suffered past abuses such as Jim Crow–era land theft and the denial of Department of Agriculture loans. “For generations, socially disadvantaged farmers have struggled to fully succeed due to systemic discrimination and a cycle of debt,” agriculture secretary Tom Vilsack said in a statement on the inclusion of the race-targeted portion of the farm aid.

    Finish reading it here: https://jacobin.com/2024/06/anti-racist-black-farmers-covid-biden/

  • For centuries, Maasai peoples living in Tanzania’s Ngorongoro Conservation Area (NCA) mostly moved freely over vast savanna rangelands in search of water and available grassland, without any restrictions. But in 1979, when UNESCO came into the picture, a lot of things changed.

    This included new land use regulations that had “consequent effects on seasonal grazing patterns” and “dismantled” their ways of life, said Andrew Simon Msami, programs director for the Tanzanian human rights organization PINGO’s Forum. He told Mongabay that Maasai peoples were not included in governance and development decisions that affected their rights and, since then, several attempts have been made to evict them, despite “stern resistance” from the communities.

    According to a report by Indigenous rights organization Survival International, UNESCO has supported the illegal eviction and abuse of Indigenous peoples in many World Heritage Sites, including the NCA and Odzala-Kokoua National Park in the Republic of Congo. They and other human rights organizations say the U.N. agency has awarded new parks the venerated World Heritage status despite knowledge of repeated cases of torture, rape and murder by rangers. They say the reasons for this range from UNESCO’s lack of mechanisms to enforce human rights obligations to its requests for countries to control population growth in heritage sites and the agency’s internal politics.

    Finish reading it here:

    https://news.mongabay.com/2024/06/unesco-accused-of-supporting-human-rights-abuses-in-african-parks/

  • I once had an acquaintance who nearly rose to the level of friend.  Before forming a personal relationship, we had known of each other for many years and had even met on one occasion, quite by chance, outside of an ice cream shop in Ramallah.  We were young then, both in graduate school, both figuring out what it meant for us, born in the United States, to be Palestinian.  We chatted with a mutual friend serving as mediator and then went our separate ways, aware of each other’s existence in subsequent years through a tight-knit but complicated network of Arab Americans. 

    When I was hired as the Edward Said Chair at the American University of Beirut in 2015, a one-year position, I was welcomed on campus by the same not-quite-a-friend (but strong acquaintance) from that summer in Palestine, more than a decade before.  He had been at AUB for a long time, had grown into middle age (as had I), had a family (as did I), and was firmly rooted in Lebanon.  I was new to the country and arrived on campus with a great deal of notoriety, having been fired from a tenured position at the University of Illinois a year prior in what became a huge public controversy, so my would-be friend/old acquaintance, being a leader of AUB’s formal but unofficial faculty union, promptly reached out to make use of my presence.  I met with the union to discuss possibilities for growth and engagement and to think through the meaning of academic freedom at a private university in the Middle East. 

    Finish reading it here:

    https://stevesalaita.com/the-customs-of-obedience-in-academe/?fbclid=IwAR3-20lzaPp6qv4HNR4H41YF3_TxNg64dGH3BI4UyDqH9WpVivaAGHMn3L8

  • WE HAVE AN EMERGENCY. Muslim bodies and those taken as Muslim are facing unprecedented levels of Islamophobia and anti-Muslim hate globally.

    In response, islamophobia.io was developed as an innovative digital platform to help uncover the REAL narratives of Muslims for purposes of outreach.

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Reading Series - June 2024

  • The REDress Project by Jaime Black

    AN AESTHETIC RESPONSE TO THE MORE THAN 1000 MISSING AND MURDERED ABORIGINAL WOMEN IN CANADA.

    The REDress Project focuses around the issue of missing or murdered Aboriginal women across Canada. It is an installation art project based on an aesthetic response to this critical national issue. The project has been installed in public spaces throughout Canada and the United States as a visual reminder of the staggering number of women who are no longer with us. Through the installation I hope to draw attention to the gendered and racialized nature of violent crimes against Aboriginal women and to evoke a presence through the marking of absence.

    Learn/engage more:

    https://www.jaimeblackartist.com/exhibitions/

  • a conversation with my six-year-old about revolution by Cynthia Dewi Oka

    when 3 feet of sunshine missing two front teeth

    asked me why do we need revolution

    all i had was grenade in my mouth.

    i held him for a while and watched him draw

    clouds and trees and ladybugs and a house

    filled with everybody he loves

    when was the last time we put to image

    what we thought the world should be

    when did it become enough to know

    how to promptly explode

    i said to him he was much better equipped

    to figure out the revolution than his mama

    that if i don’t he’s got to disarm this bomb

    and throw it out the window

    cause the revolution is not about self-defense

    it’s about self-creation, it’s about seeing father than the walls directly in front of us

    and my six-year-old has got a head start.

    Revolutionary Mothering : Love on the Front Lines, edited by Alexis Pauline Gumbs, et al., PM Press, 2016.

  • Testimony from the Rafah massacre 27.5.2004

    I left my children playing in the tent.

    I hugged them as it felt like the last

    hug. I left to cook them something to eat.

    I came back panicking as I heard the airstrikes. I found my SIX children

    that couldn’t fit in the tent. They burnt and became ash. I carried the

    six in my arm as if it were a handful of sand. I continued hugging and kissing them.

    My SIX children, world, they became the size of a HANDFUL OF SAND.

  • Letters of Hope

    Solidarity letters with the People’s Circle for Palestine

    A collective of social activated voices using popular education to elevate our higher consciousness.

    Letter 1: We are not scared.

    Letter 2: Your voices are being heard.

    Letter 3: They still maintain hope.

    Letter 4: We have a Sacred Fire.

    Letter 5: Students are powerful.

    Letter 6: Please hold onto hope.

    Letter 7: We will continue to show up.

    Letter 8: All I have is a voice.

    Letter 9: Let it be the catalyst.

    Letter 10: Stay fearless, empathetic and courageous

    Letter 11: We will see a Palestine in our lifetime.

    Letter 12: I see you and I am proud of you.

    Letter 13: FREE Palestine FREE Congo Free Turtle Island.

    https://x.com/ELDV4Palestine/status/1794462807968346234

  • Before I was subjected to institutional learning, my introduction to this world was to observe land formations, animal habitats, seeing the colors of the sky, reading the stars, listening to bugs and the seasonal songs of birds, knowing when the wind changed direction, when hunting was good. I would watch the cycle of plants, gaze at the moon, lay on the grass, climb trees and feel various weather patterns…

    I could read water before I could speak, mirrored puddles, lazy waves, misty rainfall, crashing lakes, driving waterfalls, old muddy creeks. My dad loved to cast a reel, he would also spearfish so our family would always find and follow the waterways wherever we travelled. He taught me in every environment I enter, I should be keenly aware of all my senses, especially to believe in my intuitive self-awareness.

    Finish reading it here —- > https://www.infoagepub.com/products/Who-Are-You-Without-Colonialism

    Chrisjohn, Pamela Lynne. I Am Who I Am. In Who Are You Without Colonialism?: Pedagogies of Liberation edited by Clelia O. Rodriguez and Josephine Gabi, IAP, 2023.

  • The Master's Tools Will Never Dismantle the Master's House by Audre Lorde

    I agreed to take part in a New York University Institute for the Humanities conference a

    year ago, with the understanding that I would be commenting upon papers dealing with

    the role of difference within the lives of American women: difference of race, sexuality,

    class, and age. The absence of these considerations weakens any feminist discussion of

    the personal and the political.

    It is a particular academic arrogance to assume any discussion of feminist theory without

    examining our many differences, and without a significant input from poor women, Black

    and Third World women, and lesbians. And yet, I stand here as a Black lesbian feminist,

    having been invited to comment within the only panel at this conference where the input

    of Black feminists and lesbians is represented. What this says about the vision of this

    conference is sad, in a country where racism, sexism, and homophobia are inseparable.

    To read this program is to assume that lesbian and Black women have nothing to say

    about existentialism, the erotic, women's culture and silence, developing feminist theory,

    or heterosexuality and power. And what does it mean in personal and political terms

    when even the two Black women who did present here were literally found at the last

    hour? What does it mean when the tools of a racist patriarchy are used to examine the

    fruits of that same patriarchy? It means that only the most narrow parameters of change

    are possible and allowable.

    Finish reading this text https://collectiveliberation.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/Lorde_The_Masters_Tools.pdfHERE

  • On the occasion of International Children's Day on June 1, the names of Gazan children killed in Israeli attacks were read out in the German capital Berlin.

    As part of the event organized by 3 Berlin women in front of the Neue Wache, the city's central monument building, hundreds of pairs of children's shoes were placed on the sidewalk of Unter den Linden Street to draw attention to the mass murder in Gaza.

    At the event, the names of over 15,000 children from Gaza who were killed in Israeli attacks were read out at 09.00 local time. The reading of children's names by different people will continue until midnight.

    Video/transcript:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WW55zbppXt8

  • Listen HEREList of Canada's missing and murdered women, from Maryanne Pearce's An Awkward Silence

    https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1pvMIkZ2JmoXCUEnUWmYbcFWxfz5xcD7ljz_a8UIVOH0/edit#gid=0

  • Listen —-> HERE

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTG73ww5o4A

  • A Letter to the Graduating 2024 Class by Clelia O. Rodríguez

    Every day we open our eyes we have the gift of change. Changers rise to the rhythm of higher consciousness which is not the same as higher learning. Diplomas do not grant warrior status. These administrative papers are part of politicized and socialized educational campaigns that brings the temporary illusion of “success.” The money that covered the fees and tuition to achieve the goal of the consonants and vowels of B.A., MA, PhD, the land where the learning scenarios took place, and the denying of pluriversalities of Knowledge have one shared affinity: Violence.

    For the past three years I have taken a lot of pride sitting at the stage of the Convocation listening to the names of graduating students in a feast of proud communities that witness the miracle of students “making it.” This year I didn't even get the email with the invitation to attend. Self-explanatory much. I was once also a student who crossed stages carrying on my back the responsibility that was bestowed upon me from a community that was supposed to be destroyed. I remain rooted in the solemn cry for Humanity knowing that this journey of struggle is echoed in each of the voices of students whose breath, and spiritual presence is now the why of our Being.

    As part of the requirements to fulfill the completion of your degree, you were asked to read, write, reflect critically, and to engage in endless discussions. All the violence I speak about is also part of that paper. As the nerves, excitement and adrenaline subside, you’ll arrive to a moment of silence when you’ll have to come to terms with Truth: How critically oblivious are you or were you to the violence of silence? To join a program, you were probably asked to write a statement of interest, and a statement of diversity in some of the newer programs catching up with performative tactics and strategies of DEI, and today whatever you wrote worked because you were accepted, and you get to graduate. How were you able to maintain your professed values to Social Justice in the practice beyond just wanting to get the reading lists from the only Black, Indigenous and racialized scholar in your department? How did you confront the inequalities when you were in a room full of silence? What changed in your hearts? What and who was spiritually murdered in the name of professionalization as you reflect today? How many land acknowledgements did you read or were read to you in a room full of well-read colonialists who are well-versed in decolonizing ways, apparently? The "what now?" question is between you and the Creator now.

    To the graduating political class of 2024: You are the reason why many of us go on our knees with ancestral gratitude when we wake up in the morning. Without your fervor of demanding Dignity and transformative ways of learning and teaching beyond the likes, we in the multidimensional responsibilities we embody as professors, Tías, political mothers, and Ancestors-in-the-making, our ceremonies wouldn’t hold the real threats to our right to Sovereignty Knowledge.

    To the graduating political class of 2024: Your senses, thirst, hunger, and unapologetic demand for the creation of dreamt spaces of Liberation is already here. The Palestinian textile is woven to the sacred geometry of my braids. The memory of today is tomorrow’s fire for the ceremonies that heal the womb. We are co-existing in a world that feels many times as an episode of Black Mirror. The absence of moral leadership is out. We know it. We see it. We aren’t happy or staying silent about it. To speak of hope while a genocide is happening is THE Hope. Do not become used to the false claims of learning to “navigate the system." Next time someone says that tell them you are the water and can’t be drown. The next time someone attempts to shift your pain to numbness tell them you can’t burnt because you are fire. The next time you see a person taking up space with their whiteness, their patriarchal violence, their heteronormative ways of behaving and their minimalist colonialist discourse to write off from the historical record of their violence tell them it ends with you.

    To the graduating political class of 2024: Every child matters. Remember to remember! You don’t get flowers, applauses, congratulatory banners, cheerful messages, or my changes of plans to make it to your graduation in person this year. You get spiritual seeds from my sacred maíz mother that have existed in the kitchens of the world made up from red clay. Your Fire has literally awakened the energy of many of our ancestors of Abya-Yala, Amaru Kancha, the Pachamama, Turtle Island or what is known as the Americas. The presence of our multi-dimensional, infinitely epistemological sources of knowledge and the love of our seeds is with you as you scream Free Palestine.

    As an active member part of a faculty community at an institution that is referred to as my Alma mater, a Latin phrase that's been around for 956 years as per the Gregorian Calendar, what is nourishing, mothering, honoring, and lighting up my relation to knowledge is literally you, graduating student. June 6, 2024 Clelia O. Rodríguez

Reading Series - May 2024

  • My Son Runs in Riots

    for Oscar Grant & other warriors

    7/8/10 by Christy NaMee Eriksen

    I don’t use playpens,

    my son runs in riots.

    He took his first steps towards burning buildings

    and he carried a molotov cocktail in his right,

    draggin his blankie in the left gripped tight,

    half brushed cotton, half tear-stained satin,

    he lets the tail gather the dirt and screams of the street,

    he can’t sleep without it.

    When I sing lullabies

    we are often running

    and he keeps up cause

    he loves the sound of twinkle twinkle

    little star

    to fire alarms.

    He think ashes are diamonds in the sky.

    I breast-fed for a year,

    as recommended,

    and weaned him to household chemicals.

    We are only as strong as the bomb we mix

    and my son’s lungs glisten.

    Listen:

    A brown mother’s love is her biggest protest.

    I take my son to the picket line.

    I tell him he is worth the peaceful world,

    the clear sky,

    the songs free people sing.

    My son full of beauty

    and dangerous

    thoughts

    stands up,

    sucks on a switchblade and takes off.

    He met men with gray hearts and silver badges

    and he has

    bullets in his back,

    he has

    bullets in his front,

    he has 56 baton blows, six kicks in his ribs and

    when you watch the video

    it’s tough to tell whose son it is.

    They wanna wipe away our tear gas

    But they won’t let us cry.

    Revolutionary Mothering : Love on the Front Lines, edited by Alexis Pauline Gumbs, et al., PM Press, 2016.

  • When I started the physics Ph.D. program I was so excited about, I realized I was one of the few Black graduate students in the department and the only Black woman. I wasn’t surprised. I already knew Black women made up less than 1 percent of the physics doctorates in the U.S., but nevertheless, I soon started feeling isolated.

    These feelings became even harder to navigate by the end of my first year, which coincided with the resurgence of the Black Lives Matter movement. Many people around me were silent and seemed unaffected by the force of its revelations, which were so meaningful to my life and identity. Alone in this silence, I felt I didn’t matter to my peers and that I had to minimize my identity as a Black woman if I wanted to fit in as a graduate student.

    Continue reading ——— Here.

  • Dear President Nemat Minouche Shafik,

    As a former Columbia University faculty member and father of a Columbia graduate (PhD ’21), I am quite frankly appalled by your draconian, unethical, illegal, and dishonest actions toward your own students and faculty.

    In the name of keeping students safe, you bring the NYPD on campus to break up a peaceful encampment, thereby endangering hundreds of student protesters—many of whom are Jewish students and students of color—and the campus community at large. Given the NYPD’s racist record, the fact that you would subject Black, Latinx, Arab and South Asian students to police repression suggests that you are either unaware or indifferent to the trauma our communities have experienced with the police. And your administration’s decision to evict students from their dorms, strip them of their meal cards, and have them charged with trespassing is nothing less than vindictive. After taking their tuition and fees, you render them houseless and potentially food insecure. How does this make students safe? As president, you must be well aware of the number of financially vulnerable students enrolled at Columbia.

    Continue reding ——- > Here.

  • i. The body of the condemned

    On 2 March 1757 Damiens the regicide was condemned ‘to make

    the amende honorable before the main door of the Church of Paris*,

    where he was to be ‘taken and conveyed in a cart, wearing nothing

    but a shirt, holding a torch of burning wax weighing two pounds’;

    then, ‘in the said cart, to the Place de Gr£ve, where, on a scaffold

    that will be erected there, the flesh will be tom from his breasts,

    arms, thighs and calves with red-hot pincers, his right hand, holding

    the knife with which he committed the said parricide, burnt with

    sulphur, and, on those places where the flesh will be torn away,

    poured molten lead, boiling oil, burning resin, wax and sulphur

    melted together and then his body drawn and quartered by four

    horses and his limbs and body consumed by fire, reduced to ashes

    and his ashes thrown to the winds' {Pieces originales . .3 7 2 - 4 ) .

    Read and re-read ——- > Here.

  • 13 Moons 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 by Daniele Denichaud

    Menstrual cycles in 364 days

    Unlucky - the missing floor

    The card of death

    An auspicious day

    The 13th constellation I was born under - have you heard of

    the serpent bearer, Ophiuchus?

    The day of my birth

    Watch the embodiment of this pedagogy of liberation —-> Here

    Watch the digital pedagogy of liberation presented at the DH Festival 2024 —-> Here

    Denichaud, Danielle. 13 Moons 0000000000000 In Who Are You Without Colonialism?: Pedagogies of Liberation edited by Clelia O. Rodriguez and Josephine Gabi, IAP, 2023.

  • The title of this essay inverts a common phrase, ‘the Palestine exception to free speech,’ first used by civil rights attorney Michael Ratner (2013) and later popularized by Maria LaHood of the Center for Constitutional Rights.1While it is true that free speech protections often fail to accommodate criticism of Israel in various Western countries, the phrase assumes that the failure is out of character. An alternate view would suggest that the exclusion of Palestine results from the limitations of free speech itself. As is often the case, the issue of Palestine exposes hypocrisy, myth, or deceit in the US’s exceptional self-image.

    Finish your reading —— > Here.

  • Un/found/ed

    Unfounded. The word out of context means simply “without foundation;

    not based on fact, realistic considerations, or the like” and “not established;

    not founded”.1

    Unfounded can also mean to fail to ft. To found means to

    “lay the basis of, establish”, to “found, establish; set, place; fashion, make”

    and “to lay the bottom or foundation”.2

    Over the last several years, I have

    come to understand this term much more deeply within the contextual confnes of the academy. What I have come to learn is that, as an Indigenous

    woman, I have no basis here. Not just that my concerns, my knowledge, my

    stories, my experiences, and my voice have no basis here, but my actual physical being, too. I have come to this knowledge through a series of lived experiences and frustrations during my time in the academy, though I have been

    told time and again that my experiences are not based on fact, that there was

    no evidence to support my grievances, and ultimately that what I had experienced did not actually happen to me at all. The word unfounded, like many

    in English, has come to mean an erasure of the lived and felt experiences of

    Indigenous peoples in settler colonial institutions and social constructs.

    Complete your reading HERE

    Buffalo, Amanda. UN/FOUND/ED in Critical Perspectives on White Supremacy and Racim in Canadian Education: Dispatches from the Field. Ed. by Arlo Kempf and Heather Watts. New York: Routledge, 2024.

  • Book Talk, Beyond Racial Capitalism: Co-operatives in the African Diaspora - Watch it HERE

    with Caroline Shenaz Hossein, Sharon D. Wright Austin, Kevin Edmonds, Salewa Olawoye-Mann and Silvane Silva

    Description

    Knowledge-making in the field of alternative economies has limited the inclusion of Black and racialized people's experience. In Beyond Racial Capitalism the goal is close that gap in development through a detailed analysis of cases in about a dozen countries where Black people live and turn to co-operatives to manage systemic exclusion. Most cases focus on how people use group methodology for social finance. However, financing is not the sole objective for many of the Black people who engage in collective business forms; it is about the collective and the making of a Black social economy. Systemic racism and anti-Black exclusion create an environment where pooling resources, in kind and money, becomes a way to cope and to resist an oppressive system. This book examines co-operatives in the context of racial capitalism-a concept of political scientist Cedric J. Robinson's that has meaning for the African diaspora who must navigate, often secretly and in groups, the landmines in business and society. Understanding business exclusion in the various cases enables appreciation of the civic contributions carried out by excluded racial minorities. These social innovations by Black people living outside of Africa who build co-operative economies go largely unnoticed. If they are noted, they are demoted to an “informal” activity and rationalized as having limited potential to bring about social change. The sheer determination of Black diaspora people to organize and build co-operatives that are explicitly anti-racist and rooted in mutual aid and the collective is an important lesson in making business ethical and inclusive.

    Hosted by Rafael Grohmann

    DigiLabour Initiative

  • Listen HERE

    ¿Nacemos rebeldes? "El sistema nos empuja a ser rebeldes." "Nacimos en la panza de la bestia..." Hay infinitas expresiones para señalar lo mismo: el sistema es desigual y dependiendo del lado de la desigualdad en que naces es donde radica el deseo de ser libre. Hay personas que nacen en cuna de oro y son rebeldes, o sea, no quieren encajar en los moldes del sistema... pero ese no es el caso de Omar y Emil. Vienen de abajo y vienen haciendo arte como la semilla... echando raíces y rascando el cielo.

    En el caso de Omar y @proyectovereda la rebeldía está rescatando y sembrando tierra... .... y porque los rebeldes deben juntarse, El Hijo de Borikén respondió al llamado de apoyar a este proyecto ocupa.

    El video muestra parte de la yuca que hay sembrada en la ocupación y con el quita y pon del sombrero viajamos la isla hasta otro terreno donde sale Emil cantando. Estamos sumamente agradecidxs de haber podido filmar parte de esta pieza en Pueblo Nuevo Ciales, una finca familiar comprometida con la soberanía de abajo pa'arriba.

  • Listen —-> HERE

    Episode 6: Global Solidarity, with Clelia O. Rodríguez + Thenjiwe McHarris.

    From the crisis facing women in Afghanistan to the abortion ban in Texas, many of us may be wondering: how did we get here, and where do we go from here?

    In our new Feminist Futures series, we won’t just answer those questions, but chart a path forward. We’ll learn from the struggles and choices of everyday feminists throughout history who’ve navigated similar waters, and we’ll look inwards at ourselves as we build the hard skills to create the feminist future we need.

Reading Series - April 2024

How to Spell Abolition by Adebe DeRango-Adem

A fifty-foot sculpture that now stands in South Dakota. The name is Dignity. The artist is Dale Lamphere and it was done to honor the women of the Sioux Nation.

“I Was Born into the Arms of Five Virgin Marys” by Chanel Pepino

  • This question is beyond an academic exercise to tickle mind for a treadmill journey to “critical thinking.”

    This political seed is not interested in intersecting with broken wires and cables leading to no life. Read the question horizontally since learning how to crawl is how breathing happens inside a movement that is not captured by no filters. Clelia O. Rodriguez.

    Listen. ——— > Here.

  • Archana Ashok Chaure has given her life to sugar.

    She was married off to a sugar cane laborer in western India at about 14 — “too young,” she says, “to have any idea what marriage was.” Debt to her employer keeps her in the fields.

    Last winter, she did what thousands of women here are pressured to do when faced with painful periods or routine ailments: She got a hysterectomy, and got back to work.

    This keeps sugar flowing to companies like Coke and Pepsi.

    The two soft-drink makers have helped turn the state of Maharashtra into a sugar-producing powerhouse. But a New York Times and Fuller Project investigation has found that these brands have also profited from a brutal system of labor that exploits children and leads to the unnecessary sterilization of working-age women.

    Read ——— > Here.

  • We are a collective of Black feminists who have been meeting together since 1974. [1] During that time we have been involved in the process of defining and clarifying our politics, while at the same time doing political work within our own group and in coalition with other progressive organizations and movements. The most general statement of our politics at the present time would be that we are actively committed to struggling against racial, sexual, heterosexual, and class oppression, and see as our particular task the development of integrated analysis and practice based upon the fact that the major systems of oppression are interlocking. The synthesis of these oppressions creates the conditions of our lives. As Black women we see Black feminism as the logical political movement to combat the manifold and simultaneous oppressions that all women of color face.

    Continue reading ——— Here.

  • Poetry evokes emotions. Perhaps when the world turns a blind eye to the horrors in Palestine, it is crucial to read poems.

    In these crazy times, there is nothing like poetry to remind ourselves of humanity. And we all need some poetry right now to feel for Palestinians, their children who are bombed by the Israeli forces—and whose memories are forever etched in the tragedies of today.

    Continue reding ——- > Here.

  • In recent years, Twitter has been awash with researchers and lecturers announcing their departure from academia. Earlier this year, it was my turn.

    For 13 years, I was part of what my employer called its “family” (a dazzling red flag), and therefore part of an academic system riddled with inequity. It is like a never-ending treadmill, with the speed and incline increasing as you climb the seniority ladder.

    Continue reading —— > Here.

  • 16 April 1963

    My Dear Fellow Clergymen:

    While confined here in the Birmingham city jail, I came across your recent statement calling my present activities "unwise and untimely." Seldom do I pause to answer criticism of my work and ideas. If I sought to answer all the criticisms that cross my desk, my secretaries would have little time for anything other than such correspondence in the course of the day, and I would have no time for constructive work. But since I feel that you are men of genuine good will and that your criticisms are sincerely set forth, I want to try to answer your statement in what I hope will be patient and reasonable terms.

    I think I should indicate why I am here in Birmingham, since you have been influenced by the view which argues against "outsiders coming in." I have the honor of serving as president of the Southern Christian Leadership Conference, an organization operating in every southern state, with headquarters in Atlanta, Georgia. We have some eighty five affiliated organizations across the South, and one of them is the Alabama Christian Movement for Human Rights. Frequently we share staff, educational and financial resources with our affiliates. Several months ago the affiliate here in Birmingham asked us to be on call to engage in a nonviolent direct action program if such were deemed necessary. We readily consented, and when the hour came we lived up to our promise. So I, along with several members of my staff, am here because I was invited here. I am here because I have organizational ties here.

    Read and re-read ——- > Here.

  • peyote meetings for $1,500, medicine drums for $300, weekend workshops and vision quests for $500, two do-it-yourself practitioners smothered in their own sweat lodge - the interest in American Indian spirituality only seems to grow and manifest itself in increasingly bizarre behavior - by both Indians and non-Indians. Manifestos have been issued, lists of people no longer welcome on the reservations have been compiled, and biographies of proven fraudulent medicine men have been publicized. Yet nothing seems to stem the tide of abuse and misuse of Indian ceremonies. Indeed, some sweat lodges in the suburbs at times seem like the opening move in a scenario of seduction of naive but beautiful women who are encouraged to ply the role of “Mothe Earth” in bogus ceremonies.

    Finish the reading —— Here.

  • The 1931 presidential contest in El Salvador is usually remembered for being the first competitive election in the country’s history. The triumph of Arturo Araujo, a prominent landowner, seemed to inaugurate an era of greater democratization. Until it didn’t: After only nine months, a military coup overthrew Araujo and brought El Salvador back to a path of strongmen and repression (including a shocking peasant massacre in 1932), all common features of Central American politics at the time.

    However, the 1931 Salvadoran elections were also historic for another, less remembered reason: It was the first time in Latin American history that a woman, Prudencia Ayala, decided to run as a presidential candidate.

    It is hard to exaggerate how muchAyala, a writer and one of the most innovative early feminists, was ahead of her time. Her bid for the presidency — which was eventually blocked by the Supreme Court — took place two decades before women were even allowed to vote in El Salvador. Ninety years later, only one other woman has ever run for the highest office in the country.

    Finish your reading —— > Here.

  • In honor of Archbishop Oscar Romero of El Salvador, The Romero Collector's Edition film has been remastered and chronicles the amazing true transformation of an apolitical, complacent priest to a committed leader, who started a revolution without guns, without an army without fear. He fought with the only weapon he had: The truth. Starring Golden Globe winners Raul Julia (Kiss of The Spider Woman) and Richard Jordan (The Hunt For Red October).

    Director: John Duigan

    Starring: Raul Julia, Richard Jordan, Ana Alicia, Eddie Velez, Alejandro Bracho, Tony Plana

    Watch it —— Here.

  • I went to ask a teacher

    if it was possible

    for a world to exist

    for me to be me

    and not someone else

    but I knew the answer

    so I really went to ask the teacher

    what it is we should do

    for us to be as we are

    and to love the beauty of our creator

    I thought I needed

    liberation from

    being unsettled

    while seeking impossibilities

    of perfection

    Read more ——- Here.

    Listen more here —- > Here.

    samuels, c.k. liberation in Who Are You Without Colonialism?: Pedagogies of Liberation. Edited by Clelia O. Rodriguez and Josephine Gabi, IAP, 2023.

Reading Series - March 2024

  • Not long ago, to say "radical love," "decolonizing the heart and mind," "equity," or to imply the integration of Land Acknowledgements in educational spaces gave many tachycardias, anxiety, sweaty palms and provided repulsa scenarios projected towards historically exploited people referring to work predating 1492 under grotesque-colonialist language such as barbarus. The naming us in terra nulius style hasn't stopped: not scholarly enough, passionate, as in illogical, and other tales you are all too familiarized with now that decolonial studies has been validated by institutions simultaneously. The "Quizás, quizás, quizás" waiting resonates from an episode from the British series Black Mirror (2011).

    Across educational settings worldwide, these quoted words are a career trend filtering algorithms and spread like wild fires in alarming rates contaminating and destroying an already agonizing spirit. You know it and feel it. You see it and witness it.

    I have an ancestral Responsibility, as in my ability to respond as a proud daughter and granddaughter of Maiz, Cacao, Morro, Ruda, Camohtli, and whisperer of the philosophical teachings of Tlahmaquetls, not to remain silent as I come from communities whose tongues were buried while screaming. I will not remove or walk away by clicking away requesting to be unsubscribed to be boxed-in under the pretense of Thomas Gray's poem "Ode on a Distant Prospect of Eton College" (1742): "Where ignorance is bliss, 'tis folly to be wise." The elephant in the room is double-heading: The Patriarchy & Whiteness. It's all happening in real time in Congo and Palestine - even if we pretend to be removed because it is above a "pay cheque," as a Speedy Gonzales response I have been told recently, the handheld latest iPhone or Samsung device bought from financial gains received in the name of said quoted words connect us all in the same web.

    Dignity

    Dignity is what we, who have the underprivilege of being in proximity of said patriarchal and whiteness held structures, continue to defend it because Integrity is not for sale in a world where almost everything is. It is not a utopia. It is an immensus essence that births innovation and creativity in horizontality and not in stagnated-fixated notions of ladder climbing. Boundless is the Latin translation. There is no potential in an orange that has been squeezed disregarding the origin, the history, the geography, the anatomy, and the relationship to the land of the seeds that are thrown away with turbidis rebus.

    Dignity is absence in the Humanities because we, Humans, are more preoccupied with the maintenance of appearances instead of removing the layers of violence we uphold in chilly climates with convenient silences in micro levels that feed the real metastasis.

    Dignity is missing.

    Without Dignity there is no Humanity. Clelia O. Rodriguez

  • This article centers around my work as a critical race feminista; an academic experiencing consistent attacks on the scholarship I produce while also being a tía (aunt), an active griever, and a godmother to my eldest nephew, Solano Garcia. This is the first time that my nephew and I will have shared our most private papelitos guardados (intimate guarded papers). In this article, we respond to the paucity of Black, Indigenous, and People of Color-centered death, grief, and well-being in academia. Using a critical race feminist epistolary methodology, we document our epistolary exchanges that contain dehumanizing attempts on our bodymindspirit matrices as active grievers of color confronting the premature death of my brother, who died at the age of 37 in the summer of 2021. Unlike the ‘western’ psychotherapeutic tradition of overcoming death and grief, we stake a claim, sit with it, and affirm it as an ongoing process. We argue that recognizing and affirming death and grief is a life-making process that creates spaces for healing through our epistolary offerings. This article aims to offer BIPOC faculty, staff, students, and their families life-affirming strategies towards radical self-care, love, and intergenerational collective healing within a sociopolitical context that operates as a surveillance mechanism.

    Keywords: death; grief; critical race feminista epistolary methodology; academia well-being

    Read it—— > Here.

  • Who Are You Without Colonialism?: Pedagogies of Liberation

    Edited by: Clelia O. Rodríguez, SEEDS for Change and University of Toronto and Josephine Gabi, Manchester Metropolitan University

    A volume in the series: Curriculum and Pedagogy. Editor(s): The Curriculum and Pedagogy Group.

    This is not a conventional book because the seed comes from the depth of the volcanic cauldron that awaits silently underneath the Lake Ilopango, the umbilical cord of our Humanity and yours. It is a scream, it is an offering, it is pain and it is love. It is a collective offering to those who are responding to a call of Liberation based on Indigenous Principles to protect and defend the land beyond theories, beyond rhetorical and metaphorical questions. This is a tiny-tiny glimpse into Lak'ech.

    A living testament that today, there are people buried on sand, on water, on air, on blood, among carcasses of bodies eaten by vultures—literally and metaphorically—a living testament of open wounds that heal and are traumatized again and again because you, the reader, the listener, the writer, the transcriber, the colonizer, the upholder of patriarchy and caste and class, the translator and the guardian of the door of the Master's House refuse to listen politically.

    Read the rest of the content —- here.

On "graduating" - thinking of all the students that do not get to make it. #neverforget Photo by: Neal Augustein LINK: https://twitter.com/AugensteinWTOP/status/867013670592794624 #RichardCollins #BowieStateUniversity #RestInPower #BLM #BlackLivesMatter #Ayotzinapa #43Missing #Faltan43Mexico #HigherConsciousness

Banner made by students of higher consciousness in an higher learning institution. Writing: OISE Students 4 Palestine. May 2024.